Shifting Focus

I woke up in the morning like I always do, depressed, not sure I want to get up.

Another day of work, another day of the same old thing. Where did it go wrong? I had dreams, goals I was going to achieve. Now here I am living a sad small existence, barley getting by, feeling as though life is passing me by.

I want to do something, I still have the desire but it is trapped inside. I am afraid to take action, I’m afraid to live my life.

When did this happen? Was I always this sad and directionless? When I think back to childhood there are few things I…